I love ya'

I'm sitting here tonight thinking of an old friend. This person I don't know that I'd say I was particularly kind to, maybe she thinks so, maybe I was but I don't see that I was kind to anyone at that point in my life. I hated everyone, including myself. I felt everything had let me down, including me, I was heartbroken, alone, and very hateful. This is I wasn't very alone.

So in this I need to say thank you for everything to the one person who put up with my woah is me nonsense. Rachel Cox. You took care of me when I didn't take very good care of myself, from my funky head/heart thing where I'd pass out or just go AWOL. I'm sorry if I ever made you feel unappreciated, or acted like a complete jerk. Truth is I loved the heck out of ya' just wasn't sure how to show it. I thank you for always being a friend. I don't know why God's placed you on my heart so hard lately, but I've been thinking and praying about you alot. I'm still scratching my head reading statuses trying to figure out what's going on with you, but I am praying. I don't know if I'd be here had you not shown up right when you did. I love you and I thank you so much. You've encouraged me through this and I just wanted you to know how awesome you are.

Now I want to ask everyone to pray with me for my good friend thanks everyone. I'm done rambling.


Logan